“You believe that there is one God. Good! Even the demons believe that – and shudder” (James 2:19).

satan knows God better than any other creature in all of creation.
satan knows God’s truth, character, and word better than any in all of creation.
satan absolutely believes in God’s power, reality, and truth.

Yet, satan does not obey.

Believing in Jesus but not obeying…

That’s exactly what satan does.

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future” (Jeremiah 29:11).

Understanding is not necessary for trust and obedience.

Imagine if toddlers demanded understanding before they trust and obey their parents. That would be ludicrous. Toddlers do not have the capacity to understand no matter how much they want to understand. The toddler’s job is to trust that the parent knows what is best, trust that the parent wants what’s best for them, that the parent would never ask them to do anything that would harm or hurt them. AND, therefore, obey.

We’re the toddler. We’re the toddler in our relationship with God. We do not possess the capacity to understand. So, we trust that God knows what is best, that God wants what is best for us, and that God would never ask us to do anything to harm or hurt us. AND, therefore, we obey even when we do not understand.

“I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do I do not do, but what I hate I do…For I do not do the good I want to do, but the evil I do not want to do – this I keep doing” (Romans 7:15, 19).

I’ve got a problem. The problem is me. I am the issue. I am the culprit. I am the problem. Mind you, I am not always the problem. Sometimes, I can be quite good. It’s just that my being good is not very consistent. I guess you can say that I am very consistent at not being consistently good.

Here’s my problem:

• See, I just want to sit in a quiet place with a good cup of coffee and a good book, but I also want to be with people, travel and see new things.
• I really would love to be super fit and healthy. I really do.
• It’s just that I also want to eat whatever I want – particularly if they happen to be the bacon cheeseburger type.
• I want to be financially responsible, save, and invest. I really do. And I want a new motorcycle and I am in the market for new golf wedges, and I am always looking for a new fountain pen.
• I want to be holy and right. I want to be spiritually fit. Yet, I also find myself drawn to certain sins and the same ol’ yearnings that have plagued me all my life.

See what I mean? I am the problem. I have a serious “me” problem. That’s the problem with me.

So what are we to do? Let’s see what the Apostle Paul did.

“What a wretched man I am! Who will rescue me from this body that is subject to death? Thanks be to God, who delivers me through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (Romans 7:24-25).

Turn to Jesus Christ. Every day. Every time we fail, every time we struggle. Keep going back to Jesus. Jesus is our hope. Never ever stop returning to Jesus. We are going to continue our ups and downs as long as we live in this world. The only way we are defeated is when we stop returning to Christ. Keep the fight. Keep fighting sin. Keep pursuing Christ.