Author: jameskim

Just a guy doing his best to love God, love others, and serve the world.

Anxiety

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Anxiety…

There are days, when for no reason, I feel anxious about stuff.

I am not normally that way.

99% of the time, I am pretty well grounded and secure because I know God is in control. But every once in a while I go through spats when I’m just anxious…anxious about stuff…anxious about everything.

I’ve noticed that these spats of anxiety seem to accompany times when I am not feeling well, not getting enough sleep and rest. So I am sure lack of sleep and rest has something to do with it. I haven’t slept much in the last couple of days as I’ve been traveling on my way back from Bangkok.

Here’s what else I noticed about anxiety. Anxiety isn’t just bad for one’s health and well-being. But anxiety is an offense to a loving and caring God.
Anxiety is the antithesis to faith.

You see, anxiety my anxiety was saying to God, “You can’t take care of me. You can’t protect me. You can’t satisfy me.”

How absurd! How egregious! How offensive to a God who died for me on the cross!

As soon as I realized how absurd this was to God, I confessed and repented, guess what? Anxiety is gone! God took care of it. I don’t know how it works, but that’s what happened.

I don’t want to make light of those who suffer seasons of anxiety nor those who battle with depression. I don’t know why this doesn’t work for you in the same way. But I do want you to know that you are not alone for God is with you. And if you find yourself in a dark season, please know that people love you and God does too. Please seek help. Let someone know. Do not go through this season alone.

Now for the rest of us, know that God loves you, God wants what is best for you, and God is with you too.

Turn and trust God.

Oh, and get some sleep!

Christianity is a Lot Like Golf

Screenshot 2018-08-25 at 7.12.09 PMGolf is an interesting game. No matter how good a golfer you are, there is always room for improvement.

Golf has very little to do with how much a person wants to play better.

  • Everyone wants to play better.
  • Everyone wants to lower their score.
  • Everyone want to hit the ball straighter, farther.
  • Everyone wants to sink the putts.

But there is only one proven way to get better at the game of golf.

Practice.

You have to get out on the range and repeat the same swing over and over until it becomes a part of you. And then you have to keep going to the range so that you can keep swinging the same way over and over.

Same thing with the putting. The only way to get better at putting is by going out and practicing.

Here’s why I tell you all this and it has nothing to do with golf.

Being a Christian has very little to do with how much a person wants to be a better Christian.

  • Every Christian wants to be more loving
  • Every Christian wants to be a better servant leader
  • Every Christian wants to be more kind
  • Every Christian wants to be more like Jesus in our thoughts and deeds

But there’s only one proven way to get better at becoming more like Jesus.

Practice.

The only way Christians get better at being more like Jesus is by practice. We have to practice loving people when they are unlovable, serving people who are undeserving, and being kind to people when we don’t feel like it.

When someone is rude to us, when someone has wronged us, our natural reaction is to respond in anger. We revolt against the call to treat those who hurt us with kindness.

And the reason why we, and the rest of the world who doesn’t know Jesus, respond this way?

It’s not because we’re human. It’s because we’re all sinners. And we have been practicing sin for all our lives.

And the great travesty with modern day Christianity is that we continue to practice sin even after we receive Jesus as Lord and Savior!!!

But now that we know Jesus, we need to break out of our old habits and start training and practicing new habits. That’s what it means to be Christian.

So what are those habits? Where is the “driving range” for Christians? The church.

I promise. You will get to practice being loving toward unlovable people, practice being a servant leader, and practice kindness to rude people in church. Guaranteed!

And it won’t come easy. As soon as we think we’ve got it, we got to keep on practicing because there will always be room to get better at being like our Savior. We will never be perfect at it. But we will get better over time as we continue practicing the habits of Christ-likeness.

If Jesus is our Lord and Savior, we have no other choice.

This is who we are.

Now it’s time that we start living out our faith.