Life happens.

Most of the time it means we have both our ups and downs. But there are times when we seem to go through a season of more downs than ups. This happens to all of us. There’s no real rhyme or reason to the down times. It just happens. Life has a way of throwing us one curve ball right after another.

The questions we ask ourselves when this happens are:

• Is God trying to get our attention?
• Or is this just life being life?
• And most importantly, how can you tell the difference?

First, take some time to see if there are blatant sins, areas of blatant disobedience, and/or unconfessed sins in your life? If there are, it may very well be that God’s trying to get your attention before our sins lead to truly tragic circumstances.

If this is the case, confess your sins and repent. Get right with God, and thank him for his discipline because God just saved you and your loved ones from serious heartache.

Second, are there sins you are contemplating, temptations you’re entertaining? Are there areas of recent compromise? They may not be blatant sins, but you’ve allowed yourself to entertain and contemplate thoughts and feelings you know are sinful.

If this is the case, confess those and repent. And, again, thank God for the opportunity to get right with God before something really tragic happens.

Finally, if you’ve examined your life, and you’re doing good. You’re good with God and good with others…well, life just happens sometimes. There is no explanation. No rhyme or reason. Life sometimes just sucks.

Hang in there. Things will get better. God is in control.

I’ve recently been going through some health issues again. I’m personally going through one of these down times. It’s given me a fantastic opportunity to examine my life with God.

God is good.

Old Testament animal sacrifices were brutal, horrific, gruesome.

Reading through Leviticus and picturing what the scene must have looked and smelled like. And it’s not pretty. If we were to see anything like it today, we would be horrified. We would call the cops and animal police for animal cruelty. And the perpetrators would be put away for a long time for such a heinous crime.

• This was brutal.
• It was beyond gruesome.
• It was absolutely horrific.

“If a bird is presented to God for the Whole-Burnt-Offering it can be either a dove or a pigeon. The priest will bring it to the Altar, wring off its head, and burn it on the Altar. But he will first drain the blood on the side of the Altar, remove the gizzard and its contents, and throw them on the east side of the Altar where the ashes are piled. Then rip it open by its wings but leave it in one piece and burn it on the Altar on the wood prepared for the fire” (Leviticus 1:14-17).

The entire temple area stunk like an un-refrigerated meat market – blood, guts, innards, fur, skin, feathers everywhere. And like such meat markets, you would have been able to smell the stench from miles away.

So I can’t help but wonder – “Why would God prescribe such a brutal sacrificial system?” Surely, there had to have been more “civilized” ways to deal with sin.

And I think the gruesome, brutality was the point. The only remedy for sin – albeit temporarily – was the brutal, vicious, horrific sacrificial system. It was brutal because the debt and the price of sin is brutal.

This was the point of the cross of Jesus. Jesus would be the eternal sacrifice for sin. And the price he paid on the cross and by descending into hell was brutal.

If we have problems with the brutality of the sacrificial system it is because we don’t appreciate enough the sheer gravity and brutality of sin.

• Sin is ugly.
• The debt of sin is brutal.
• The impact of sin is horrific.

And that’s the entire point of the brutality of the sacrifice for sin.

First, the funny. I was being wheeled into the operating room and the anesthesiologist looks at me and says, “You’re back!”

Yup…I’m one of their best customers.

Second, what’s going on?

We were planning on scoping out the heart and, if needed, put another stent or two in the problem areas. When the doctor went in, he discovered that the artery in question is completely blocked. The plan is to go back in there in a week or two to clear the blockage and place a stent or stents to help the blocked area. So, I get to do this all over again in a week or two.

Third, how are you feeling?

Physically, I feel the same as I did yesterday. The thing about my particular kind of heart disease is that I show little to no symptoms before a heart event. I had no symptoms prior to two heart attacks. And I show no symptoms even though one of the main arteries to the heart is completely blocked.

Emotionally and spiritually, I feel fantastic. Friends from all over the world are praying with me. I feel totally at peace about my future. I know that as long as God has things for me to do here, he will keep me around. And if God wants me home, I’m good with that because that means I get to be with Christ and the saints.

What about your family, James? I trust that God will take care of them.

I have no desire to die. But I have no fear of moving on. I am completely at peace with whatever God wants to do.

This isn’t the first time I’ve been at this intersection. And what I can testify is that because God is God, and because I am in God’s care, I am good with my future…for my future is in God. That’s a great place to be.

As my wife posted from the hospital, “He’s fine!”

I am, indeed.